I think it is time to make some changes. I am unhappy with my behavior lately. I feel I have been too self-serving. Too selfish. Not concerned enough about others. This result is unsatisfactory to me. It is a wake up call to start doing things differently. To suddenly find you aren’t the ‘good, spiritual person’, you thought you were, can kind of suck. However, since I am beginning to study more about gratitude and how thoughts and emotions affect our situation, I am using this experience as a ‘wake- up call’ and the need to change.