I feel that I am not doing all I need to do in order to grow spiritually. I doubt the process. I get impatient. Right now I am afraid (of being unemployed), depressed (because I am afraid) and excited (about the future) all at one time. In her book, ‘Excuse Me, Your Life is Waiting’, Lynn Grabhorn (the author) talks about the importance of feelings and emotions. Change your experiences by changing your focus.