I think I may have acted prematurely. I had a great opportunity and let it go. The subject is unimportant; the impatience and thoughtlessness I exhibited re this is important. I am learning to let go and trust. It takes time, however. I don’t know whether I have the patience to take it one step at a time, but I have no other choice. A tape I listened to earlier said to find the good in every experience, regardless of how small it might be. The lesson here is to take things slowly. You can always slow down; you cannot always undo or take things back. The only thing I can do now is go on and cherish the lesson I was given.